for the last few minutes I've been extremely bothered by something, and i really need to get it off my chest. i normally don't rant, but i just can't process this.
since 2004, I have had two of my very close friends pass away in car accidents. I still think about each of them regularly, because they both made such big impacts on my life. I miss them so much, and I still celebrate their birthdays, and deaths, and all of the great memories I have of them.
my friend Jordan, who passed away May 18th, 2004, was such a great friend. he always knew how to cheer me up if I was having a horrible day.
my other friend, Nick, passed away July 11th of last year. he was by far the most random person I've ever met. he always came to me with relationship problems because to him, I am the "queen of relationships." he also gave me my nickname, "dmill..."
the thing that has extremely struck me, is that someone thought Nick's one year anniversary was today.. they claim to love and miss him so much, but how can you mess up someone's date of death like that? I can see maybe a day or two off, just because the days seem to scramble together when such a horrific event occurs, but a month & a half?!! it just makes me wonder, were you really that close with him? I feel like this shouldn't bother me the way it does, but he was one of my closest guy friends, and to have someone who also considers him one, too, mess up his d.o.d like that just breaks my heart.
I would give anything to have these two friends back in my life...
♥ 90.jMv.04 // 90.n-warn.09 ♥
peace&love...
